Thursday, May 03, 2007
i think my life here is screwed/cursed/damned.
i'm either sick or injured every week.
just the week before last, i had some sort of weird stomach upset.
last week i fell down and twisted my waist, thus missing OPEN HOUSE! ):
then now i'm down with flu ): and i had to miss the air rifle speeches! ):
this sucks.
i'm totally stressed out now.
i have a math assignment to rush in later. i have a french essay that was supposed to be handed in today. and then i'll have to finish editing my video tomorrow. and i have to meet up with mrlam to learn how to learn the GC. i have been missing air rifle trainings for almost a week.
this sucks.
everytime i try to see the goodness in something
the damned part will appear out of no where
i'm so tired.
i just want to sleep the whole day.
i felt so frustrated today.
i really felt like just throwing chairs and tables around.
i felt like shouting my head off.
i felt like kicking and slamming doors.
i felt like punching.
i felt like stabbing.
i felt like killing.
i felt so frustrated.
i felt like i was alone.
that's not a nice feeling.
i wont say i'm not feeling like that now.
i hate this screwed up thing i can barely call a life.