i’ll be leaving here next year. i will have to leave the friends i have made once again. why is life so uncertain? so prone to changes. i know this change was voluntary on my part. i chose to leave. so unlike almost 2 years ago, when i had to leave my primary school friends which i had known for so many years and come to a new place where the smells and people are unknown and strange to me.

i had looked forward a lot to coming here. and i have been disappointed. now im looking forward to going there. will i be disappointed again? i really hope not. i hope i will be given a chance to excel, be different and stand out from the others.

i had wanted so much to start anew in a place where no one knows my name. where i am given another shot at proving my worth. is that possible?

i have been cooped up here for too long a time. i am sick and tired of being ordered around. i want my old authority back. i want to be part of the action. i want to be recgonised.
i must break free of everything which is locking me up, chaining me to my very bone, and then maybe, just maybe, if the time is ripe, i’ll be given my time to shine.

cross my fingers and wait to shine.

07v13 adeeb amanda gabriel kevin lucas mel norman wadee

This skin is designed by flight/turbulence. with some help from 1, 2, 3 & 4.